This post started out as an elaboration of what I meant by "dreams", in The Prologue (Part 2): Of Lighthouses, Maps, and Dreams. After two hours of writing, I thought I had exactly what I wanted. Then I decided to put it aside, and returned to it after dinner, intent on polishing it up. Nearly three hours have passed. In that time, I realized I needed to work through a few ideas before I could fully explain my "dreams". And that has required me to work through my thoughts on “embarrassment” and “humiliation”.
That is why I am doing all this, to unravel truths, even the uncomfortable ones. While this may all seem meandering and long, please remember, it took me forty-two years to get here.
That is why I am doing all this, to unravel truths, even the uncomfortable ones. While this may all seem meandering and long, please remember, it took me forty-two years to get here.
