Showing posts with label Weekly Checkup. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Weekly Checkup. Show all posts

Friday, November 18, 2022

My Weekly Checkup (#33)

Hitler's Counterstroke in France--Board Game
I love maps. It may have something to do with my fondness for curving lines and where they lead. Perhaps it is the irregularly shaped spaces and what they may contain. Or maybe the sight of various landmarks and how travelers use them as guides intrigues me. There is plenty of beauty in a page covered with symbols, labels, and negative space.  

I love information. An incredible amount of it is stored within the arrangement of patterns and designs sprawled across a map. For me, deciphering that data has always been a pleasure, never a chore. In the classroom, my history texts were filled with them. That is one reason why I was drawn to that subject. And when that was not enough, the local library provided troves of source material. My book piles always contained two or three books about battles. Fantasy novels also captivated me, in no small part, because of the guaranteed map nestled within its pages.

I love stories. Whether listening to a good friend, watching an informative documentary, or reading an exciting book, I lose myself in the narrative being shared. Maps tell a story, too. Of great armies colliding over rolling hills. Trade routes traversing jagged mountains and thirsty deserts. People fleeing old fears, and racing into new ones. And the location of ancient flora and fauna no human has ever witnessed. Maps are another means of transporting me to where I have never been.  

Maps were always a part of my life. There is a strong memory of me tucked away in a third-floor bedroom, horrified by pages of maps pinpointing the concentration camps and massacres of the Holocaust. And there is clear recollection of an exciting moment, as I opened up JRR Tolkien's The Hobbit only to discover a folded map, four times the size of the pages containing it. My love for a computer game, Pirates!, extended to the beautiful poster-size map of the Spanish Main included in the box. My addiction to National Geographic had less to do with the occasional bare breast, and more to do with the wall maps included with some issues. 

I drew them, too. Maps, not breasts. The earliest ones were the simplest and most prolific. Pages of loose leaf, each containing a large island, with long, rounded coastlines. They were colorful, because I drew them as elevation maps, each color indicating a height above sea level. You can blame my love for another computer game, Starflight. Then there were the battle plans. Some were historical, while others drew from my imagination. Finally, Dungeons and Dragons entered my life, and graph paper, at first filled with squares, and then finally hexes, opened up worlds to me.

Then computers arrived, became powerful, and offered an entirely new experience. I do not remember being much interested in dinosaurs as a child. My love for history focused on the human one. However,  something happened to me a decade ago. While researching information about prehistoric times, I came across a wonderful video on the internet. It showed how the continents drifted, formed super continents, and some times all but disappeared beneath rising sea level. Maps. That moved. Across time. I was in love. And that began a deep dive into paleontology, specifically the geological aspect.

This being a Weekly Checkup, there must be a link that inspired this post, right? Well, indeed, there is, and I discovered it this afternoon. Now, none of my readers, save one, will find the article interesting. But I will include it anyway, if only to share with you the kind of things that excite me. The link covers another childhood fascination of mine, one that has not quite died, but that I have not found time to pursue. It has to do with military board games. I collected about half a dozen of them before I reached high school, and have not purchased any since. Nor have ever played them with anyone. Partly because  I had few friends, and none of them would have been interested. But also, for me at least, it was not about the game itself. These board games were historical, and included detailed maps with stylized counters or pieces. Those beautiful, colorful maps, made of sturdy cardboard, tattooed with symbols for terrain, borders, and objectives, captivated me. Opening those boxes, pulling out the boards, and laying them across the table. Poking out little rectangular pieces covered with unit information. Hundreds of them. Then placing them within various hexes that crisscrossed the map. Set up took an hour or more. Occasionally I would play a round or two, rolling dice, moving counters. Eventually, I would stop, clean it all up, and put it away. That was it. Like I said, I never played any of the games with anyone.

And somehow it was pure childhood bliss.       

So, when I saw an article about board game I grew intrigued. When I discovered that it was about two middle-aged men reviewing it, I was amused. And when I read how moved they were by the map itself, I became nostalgic. 

It inspired me to write this long post about maps.

Thursday, November 10, 2022

My Weekly Checkup (#32)

It is 5 pm, I am sitting in the back of my minivan, parked at my youngest daughter's dance studio. The sun has disappeared beyond a thick piney wood, leaving behind a faint glow pierced by spiky black shapes. Lampposts have buzzed with life. Sounds of far off rush hour hum constantly, interrupted by the calls of migrating geese, and an occasional door slamming. My windows are halfway down, allowing the cool night air to carry in the scent of wet fall leaves.

I should be walking that near empty parking lot, listening to a podcast, while avoiding piles of goose shit. Or sitting in my car, viewing a YouTube video, allowing its sounds to offset those of the outside world. There would even be a chance that I could be curled up on the backseat, eyes closed, daydreaming.

Instead, I am typing away at my mini laptop, which glows like a bright harvest moon. It is enough to illuminate my keyboard, and my face, providing an eerie sight, I am sure, for the lady strolling back and forth talking to her cellphone.

What you are reading tonight, is what I am currently writing. I made the decision before I left for the studio. The two hours of waiting for my daughter to finish her dance class would be spent knocking out my Weekly Checkup. The majority of it anyway. I do not have internet access on this laptop, so I will have to add the links, and blogger formatting, later. That should not be a problem. We get home around 7:45. Getting my evening chores completed should not take more than thirty minutes. And tonight, I do not have to be anywhere else. A rare thing for me. Therefore, I should have plenty of time to make changes, find an image, and publish this post long before I have to go to bed.

[EDIT: It is now 8:30 pm, and I am all done.]

(An example of Native American ledger art. I remember seeing this art in one of the countless National Geographic magazines I devoured when I was a child. )

Sand Creek Massacre by Howling Wolf

Thursday, October 27, 2022

My Weekly Checkup (#31)

A Paper Lantern that I Made
I made this
(after I tossed my first attempt).

During my thirteen years of teaching, at some point, I took on administrative tasks. One of my jobs involved receiving packages. The UPS driver who worked our location was a twenty-five-year veteran. On occasion we would exchange words beyond the usual polite conversations. At some point, he discussed how UPS acquired software that mapped out routes which avoided left turns. Apparently, left turns slow down delivery services. From my driving history, I have to agree. But, from his experience traveling the same route for years, he learned that some left turns were necessary, and even more efficient. And so, he would ignore some of the software's suggestions.

Tonight, this memory crossed my mind as I reluctantly took my own "left turn". My gut argued for it, while my mind's software calculated a way around it. In a rare moment, I sided with the former. Tomorrow, as I am rushing around my house, crossing off my to-do list, I will appreciate it most. But, even now, I am grateful.

Before I explain this decision, I need to provide some background. My eldest daughter's sweet sixteen is a week from this Saturday. About five days ago, I settled on a decoration scheme. At the heart of the plan are the centerpieces, comprised of large, glowing lanterns. What can I say, I have a thing for lanterns (and lighthouses which are not appropriate for this party). Besides providing a visual anchor, they will also produce light. Yes, buying them was an option, but I needed at least ten, and wanted twelve (typical of me when planning things). The price started adding up. However, I desired another feature from these props. I want to keep them for other events, like Christmas, and maybe Halloween. Also, I am willing to loan them out to family and friend. Keeping these lanterns means storing them. That brings me to another pet peeve of mine.

All my decorations must store neatly and nicely; large ones must breakdown easily. Therefore, my lanterns, all ten... err... twelve of them have to come apart with little effort, and sit flat in a box.

The only way to achieve this property was to design and construct them myself.

For the past three days, that is what I did. It took an Amazon delivery, a trip to the Five Below store, followed by a stop at Staples, and two prototypes to arrive at the one in the above photo. It is even more impressive in person (the brown parchment paper has a texture that does not show up well in the picture).

Yes, it still needs a knob on the top, and a better design for the "glass" part (tape is holding up the paper--I developed a system to allow those pieces to be replaced with little effort, as the event warrants). Yet, the most important feature works perfectly: the lantern consists of three removable parts, that store away neatly. The tops and bottoms stack; the sides fold out and lay flat; the light is independent of everything else. Okay, when moving the lantern, one must hold it from the bottom (the three parts do not interlock with each other, though they do provide structural support which produces stiffness). But that was not a requirement for me.

Anyway, what does any of this have to do with tonight's "left turn"? You see, as typically happens when I create things that are just a portion of a bigger project, I become elated with my accomplishment. The greater my achievement, the more joy I feel. Unfortunately, between the energy expanded to build it, and the steep fall after my creativity high, I am exhausted. And hangover becomes a drag on the rest of the project. In this case, the other decorations.

(That list does not include making the other eleven lanterns. Remember, the one in the photo is the second prototype.)

So, tonight, while sitting in the parking lot, waiting for my youngest daughter to finish her two hours of dancing, I began to panic. The party is in eight days. I have one lantern, albeit a beautiful, perfect one. Since I had time on my hands, I began to think harder on the other decorations. They needed to be simpler than my expectations. Fortunately, after a bit of research, and daydreaming, I found viable solutions. My body began to relax, especially my gut. But not my mind. No, it started calculating. The party was not my only responsibility. Cleaning the house, getting my car fixed, the yard, the garage, Thanksgiving dinner (my brain likes to stretch beyond the present in order to pile it on). Well, I learned a trick from a book that I read about getting things done (that may be the actual title--I will look it up after I finish typing this post)(UPDATE: It is called Getting Things Done by David Allen).

When you feel overwhelmed by tasks and time, sit down, and write out all the steps required to achieve the goal. In my case, that meant writing out tomorrow's to-do list. With twenty percent left on my phone's battery, I entered the information, adding time frames. Well, my list was doable, but very tight. Looking at it made me slightly sick, but having it spelled out calmed me down. With an hour and fifteen minutes of dance still left, I decided to do something productive. Getting out of the car, I stepped into the cool, calm night air, and began walking around the parking lot. Because my phone was dying, listening to podcasts was not an option. That ended up helping the situation.

With each trip around the parking lot (each circuit measures a fifth of a mile), tomorrow's dense agenda sloshed around in my head. One section dragged down all the rest. A trip to the craft store. a forty-minute round trip to be exact. Not including the twenty minutes or more wandering around and waiting in line (the lines always suck for me at this particular craft retailer).  Ninety minutes of my day doing something I hate. Shopping (especially when there is a long, winding drive involved). Who am I kidding? Add another thirty minutes (fifteen to get ready to leave; fifteen to unpack when I return).

That there was my "left turn". And it kept tumbling around my mind as I meandered about that dimly lit parking lot.

Yet, a strange thought made its way to my frontal lobe. The dance studio is located near a major shopping center. In that center is another craft store. With an hour still left (I had been walking for about fifteen minutes), there was plenty of time to make the run, and be back to pick up my daughter, with plenty to spare. Tomorrow's two-hour errand for craft supplies (because my estimates for completing something always come up short) would be replaced by tonight's one-hour excursion. My gut leapt for joy.

My brain, however, refused to let go. It pointed out that tonight's drive, while shorter, was still painful. The shopping center required driving down a series of hectic, busy roads. And the parking lot! Good, God, a nightmare (poorly designed parking lots are another pet peeve of mine--this place ranks on my top ten list of the worst). Also, this craft store focuses on fabric. It may not have all the items on my list. Why bother making two trips, when you can wait until tomorrow, and do just one? It is dark, you are hungry, and the exercise is good for you. Keep walking. Anyway, "Left Turns" are inefficient.

But my gut, like the UPS man, realized that this "left turn" was necessary. It would pay dividends in the long run. Come tomorrow, I would be a happier person.

As I wrapped up the first mile around that desolate parking lot, beginning a second round of walking, my brain proud that I was exercising, my feet suddenly stopped. My pelvis twisted. The momentum forced the rest of the body to turn, including my head. Then I crossed over to my car (well, my wife's car--mine is in the shop, and has been for some time). Unlocked it and got in. Turned it on. Texted my daughter that I would be back before she was done (she is the kind of child who would get nervous seeing me drive away). Locked my seat belt in place. And drove off.

About halfway to the store, my brain suddenly realized what was going on. Too late. My gut had won.

That was until I arrived at the store, spent about ten minutes looking for the stuff on my list, finding only two out of the five items. My brain laughed. My gut said "fuck off". I continued looking.

And found everything on my list.

I made it back to my daughter's studio with fifteen minutes to spare.

To sooth my brain's ego, I spent that time walking around the parking lot. 

A Discarded Prototype of My Lantern
My first attempt and its final resting place.


Friday, October 21, 2022

My Weekly Checkup (#30)

Many apologies for this delayed post. I was out late last night chauffeuring one of my daughters and her friends.  A part of me wanted to skip blogging. The better part convinced me otherwise. I am glad for it. Hopefully you are, too.

Below is a third format for my Weekly Checkups. Uniformity is important to me: creating categories and presenting them in separate structures helps me keep track of my thoughts. It also allows you the reader to track and follow the topics you find interesting. But, I have not made a decision.  However, none of it matters if I do not attempt to write anything down. So let the experiments continue.

Thursday, October 13, 2022

My Weekly Checkup (#29)

Untitled by Zdzisław Beksiński

I cry easily. It happens when I read certain books, watch particular movies, and see others in emotional pain. Cry in front of me, and I will cry, too. Even when I am lost in my thoughts, the sadder, darker ones will cause me to visibly tear up. On occasion, people have caught me red-eyed and sniffling after such solo sessions. And I am not ashamed to admit any of this. 

I did it just now, alone in my car, beneath a solid gray sky, surrounded by wet asphalt. On Thursdays, my youngest daughter's ballet class runs nearly three hours. Having nowhere to go, I try filling it with reading, phone calls, and podcasts. Tonight, I chose the first of this list.
 
I want to blame the weather. Something about dreary fall days invites escapes into other worlds. Snow-filled evenings, too. And, for some reason, sun-drenched, air-conditioned beach houses and hotel rooms. What can I say, I am a complicated person. Yet, tonight's rainy dusk was not enough to inspire my reading marathon. A long list of unwatched YouTube videos called out to me. My Google newsfeed, with its rotating array of new articles, beckoned me. And after a long, physically exhausting week, daydreaming greeted me, like a dear old friend.
 
I passed on all those things, despite how easy it would have been to have embraced any one of them. Instead, as my daughter walked across the parking lot, and disappeared into her dance studio, I made a resolution. It was strong. Quick. And Binding. 

I would read my most recent selection from the library. 

Having just enjoyed John Green's Looking for Alaska, I sought more works of fiction. Earlier this year, I had walked in on my two daughters watching the film adaptation. They were bawling. So, I sat with them, and did not get up until it was over. By the end, my children and I had piles of crumpled up wet tissues gathered about us. A week ago, my eldest mentioned the book, how it inspired her, and how I needed to read it. Using my library app, I put it on hold, and collected it a few days ago. 

Tonight, grabbing the book from the back, I settled into the driver's seat, took one last look at the lightly falling rain, and dove headfirst into  A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness. Two-and-a-half hours later, I finally looked up. Tears rolling down my cheeks, snot dripping from my nose, I grabbed the crumpled up napkin that had been sitting in the car for God knows how long. Don't ask me what it had been used for prior. Don't know. Don't care. It was dry. That is all I remember. But it was not enough. Desperate to clean my face and clear out my nose, I ventured from my car into the studio. It did not matter if anyone saw me. And if someone had asked why I was crying, I would have answered proudly, "a book". In the end, I made it there and back again without running into a single soul.

It all felt so good. The book. The story within. The act of reading. The sobbing. But, above all, the decision itself. 

For me, reading was a habit fostered in childhood, and bolstered freshman year of high school, but put aside too many times throughout college, well into early adulthood. Only in middle age have I returned to it vigorously and deliberately. Habits form under constant practice. They are also strengthened when applied under stress. In other words, choosing a desired habit--like reading fiction--when confronted by easier choices--like wasting time online or daydreaming--reinforces the better habit. 

That desire to read more books, coupled with the right environment (like I said, nothing like a dreary day...), motivated me to drag out A Monster Calls and devour it non stop.

Oh, and my contempt for Colleen Hoover's writing.

That may have played a part. 

But that is a story for another day. 

     

Thursday, October 6, 2022

My Weekly Checkup (#28)

I almost skipped today's post. Around noon, I had a difficult decision. In three hours I would find myself driving to my daughter's dance studio. Upon my arrival, I would have to spend the next two-and-a-half hours waiting for her. Blogging was not an option--trust me, it is complicated. My plan was to read for half the time, and then walk around the parking lot listening to podcasts the other half.  

Doing it when I got home had a low probability of success. There would be a sink full of dishes. A meal for me to eat. An evening shower (it aids with sleeping, according to a good friend). And exhaustion. It would take a lot of energy to blog after all those tasks. More importantly, I did not want the procrastination to weigh on my mind. It would distract me from my plans at the dance studio.

So, that left the three hours before my trip. One of those hours would be dedicated to cooking dinner for the family. The other hour to journaling, something I had ignored for nearly a week. Both took priority. 

With the remaining hour, it was a choice between drafting a blog post, or walking in the sun for sixty minutes. While my blog is important to me, my health comes first. There had been so many rainy days, and a few sleepless nights. Without sleep, my productivity slumps. The exercise would definitely help, But there is research that shows sun-induced vitamin D aids with sleep as well. Finally, I would knock out a few podcasts.

Well, my choice paid off. While walking under the early afternoon full sun, not only did I gather tons of vitamin D, and burn some calories, I also discovered tonight's blog post. During that hour, I listened to Jon Stewart interview an Iranian journalist. To say I was moved would be an understatement. Enthralled. Informed. Inspired. All inadequate to describe my response. 

There is a strong desire for me to comment on the content. Questions, thoughts, reactions, they are swirling through my head. However, for now, I am going to resist, and let their exchange speak for itself, lest I undermine your own experience of this interview. Hopefully I will find the time and the ability to explain myself further.

In the meantime, here is the video:






      

Thursday, September 29, 2022

My Weekly Checkup (#27)

Last Thursday, I had decided to restore an old blog habit. With Sunday's post, I had made a promise to commit myself to this task. So, here I am, attempting to follow through with it.

Unfortunately, last night was rough, as in, I think I managed three full hours of sleep. Today was busy, as in lots of house cleaning and running of errands. This evening was long, as in an hour-and-a-half of driving, and two hours of reading and walking while waiting for my daughter to finish her dance classes.

Yet, somehow I found an hour to draft a long blog post. It began as a Weekly Checkup, but evolved into something more complex. I am keeping it for Sunday. Since I am running out of energy, but I still want to produce something, I came up with the link below.

So, here we go, another Weekly Checkup (future ones will be more extensive, I promise).

(I drew that!)

Thursday, September 22, 2022

My Weekly Checkup (#26)

When I began this series shortly after starting my blog, I was being ambitious. But I was exploring new directions for my writing, too.  My hope was to build my confidence, and eventually express my opinions on controversial topics. I thought I would start small, and list links to stuff I found interesting, intriguing, and inspiring. Eventually I gave up on both. The last time I posted a weekly checkup was just over two years ago

Last Sunday, after skipping my blog post, I decided to bring the weekly checkups back.

My writing has stalled. I have not written a page of fiction since last November. The quality of my blogging is inconsistent. Occasionally I skip it. In addition, the content has been provincial. My life is plain and ordinary, and I lack the writing to render it otherwise. Only twice have I shared my thoughts on contemporary events and infamous people. However, I am still not brave enough to provide it regularly. Describing my own failures comes easy for me; explaining my political views is nearly impossible.

By resurrecting my weekly checkups, I hope to improve my writing and build up my courage. They will contain links to articles I have found, books I have read, and topics I have discovered. And I will attach a short synopsis to each. Nothing elaborate or profound, just initial thoughts and emotions. A lot of questions, too. But they will consist of opinions.

Small, doable, but uncomfortable steps.

That is an effective way to improve.  

Thursday, October 8, 2020

My Weekly Checkup (#25)

It has been another busy week, but this time around, I have been productive, too. Not as much as I would like, but then, maybe I need to curb my expectations in that department. Maybe. Meanwhile, here is something I want to share with you. It will not be for everyone reading this blog. Heck, I will be surprised if anyone reading this blog (all five of you) gets past the description I provide, let alone the first five minutes of the actual video. But should you decide to spend an hour of your life "experiencing" the video, what a trip!

At least scroll down and read my review of it: I reveal a small secret about myself.

Enjoy!

(Something beautiful and pleasant, in contrast to what is in the video shared below. Also, I just discovered Konstantin Somov tonight. Some interesting pieces. Click on the painting to discover more of his work.)

Asleep on the Grass a Young Lady by Konstantin Somov
   

Thursday, October 1, 2020

My Weekly Checkup (#24)

A Collection of Some Things I Found, Some Thoughts I Had This Week

Strange week, which deserves some strange links. And that's what makes this moment all the more stranger: I have nothing strange to share. However, there is something I've been meaning to share, a podcast I try and listen to every weekday. But there is nothing strange, or even slightly unusual about it. Except the host. He sounds like he is having way too much fun, even when he talks about some really depressing stuff.

(I must confess, when I saw the thumbnail for this painting, I thought the person in the middle, digging, was a man, and I became immediately jealous of him, "Working hard in your garden while being watched by beautiful women. Awesome!" So, I explored this painting and its creator. Yes, I was slightly disappointed in discovering that all four people are women, but the painting is still interesting to me. But, I was very grateful for the opportunity to discover John French Sloan. There are about a dozen of his paintings I find beautiful, engaging, subdued, contemplative, and intriguing.)

Spring Planting Greenwich Village by John French Sloan


Thursday, September 24, 2020

My Weekly Checkup (#23)

A Collection of Some Things I Found, Some Thoughts I Had This Week

Usually I write these Weekly Checkups in the evenings, but I have so many stretches of busy moments with little downtime in between, that will begin in a few hours and run until ten tonight; therefore, I have decided to start on this post right now (1:15  pm EST).  

(And in my enthusiasm to get this done sooner rather than later, I accidently saved over last week's post... losing it forever. Sigh.)

(Haha... never mind, it is still there.)  

Mary Cassatt's Breakfast in Bed. I cannot read that mother's face. I have a few ideas, but the moment I focus on one thought, the others become jealous, and seek my attention. If "exhaustion" wins out, it is only because that is how I feel right now (did a lot of landscaping today).

Breakfast in Bed by Mary Cassatt

Thursday, September 17, 2020

My Weekly Checkup (#22)

A Collection of Some Things I Found, Some Thoughts I Had This Week

A site suggestion, and a particular video from their YouTube channel, that I found interesting and informative.

(Found this painting while searching through the work of women painters.)

Portrait (Maybe) by Marie Denise Villers



Thursday, September 3, 2020

My Weekly Checkup (#21)

 A Collection of Some Things I Found, Some Thoughts I Had This Week

Just a few things, nothing worthwhile (well, except in my mind). The first, a resource for my fellow educators. The second, a short, thoughtful piece on the costumes worn in the musical, Hamilton, and the complexities of sharing history. The third, the non-fiction book that I am currently reading and loving (I would not, in anyway, recommend to any of my regular blog readers--really, I am sure you'll be bored from reading the title). 

Like with similar posts, you may not find the specific items interesting or entertaining (I definitely enjoy them), but by reading through these descriptions you will learn more about me.

And finding out more about me is the reason why you keep coming back... right?

(Stick it out to the end, and you will be rewarded with a little treat.)


(This is a side of Vincent Van Gogh I never knew existed. I love it! There are more studies he did in this vein. Read this explanation of why he drew this and similar ones.)

Peasant Woman Digging by Vincent Van Gogh

Thursday, August 27, 2020

My Weekly Checkup (#20)

A Collection of Some Things I Found, Some Thoughts I Had This Week

Wading through the dog days of summer, before September brings on a whole new set of problems and opportunities to solve them. Or avoid them...

In the meantime, here are two inspiring videos, and two informative ones. Anyone should be able to find some value in watching the first two, even the one directed at artists. The last two are more specific in scope, but nonetheless illuminating for a general audience. I also love following their YouTube channels: their work is entertaining, but also insightful.  

Enjoy!

(One of my favorite scenes from the movie Fiddler on the Roof. Looking through photos from the movie, I began thinking about which of the men in these young women's lives I most like. I am definitely not as handsome and forward as Fyedka, and I am no longer as idealistic as Perchik. So, I guess that leaves... Motel?)

(Click here to see a video clip of the scene pictured below.)


Thursday, August 6, 2020

My Weekly Checkup (#18)

A Collection of Some Things I Found, Some Thoughts I Had This Week

This week I share two links to sites I have found very useful, especially in the wake of this pandemic. The first one I discovered several years ago while researching alternative medicine. The second one was shared a week ago in a comment on a Facebook post. So, yes, social media has its uses.

(The nurse in this painting caught my eye. So, I delved deeper into its history, and her place in the painting. Here is the Wikipedia article about it. There is an entire section dedicated to the nurse's background. Interesting stuff, including controversy surrounding its initial unveiling--but you'll have to read all the way through to the end to find out. And now you know why I chose this painting!)
The Agnew Clinic by Thomas Eakins

Thursday, July 30, 2020

My Weekly Checkup (#17)

A Collection of Some Things I Found, Some Thoughts I Had This Week

I am coming up short this week. Sorry. But I figured I should share something. So here are two offerings: a song and a poem, both from the same artist.

Just think of them as yet more windows into my mind.

Summer in the City by Edward Hopper


I just adore Bob Dylan. Well, his music, that is. I love lyrical songs, and he has gifted us volumes of verses. This one has always resonated with me, since the first time I heard it. The opening reminds me of the opening to the 



Yes, I know, Jimi Hendrix covered this one, and, for many, it is his version they prefer, or the only one they know. But Bob Dylan wrote it, and his voice and sound, in my mind, mirrors the spirit of "Shelter from the Storm". The way he ends it is genius: he gives us the beginning of a tale full of intrigue and danger. So he lets us use our own imagination to carry the story forward. Well, that's how I have interpreted it. And I have, indeed, developed a story to go with this song. I just need to commit it to writing.



This last one is a long one. And there is no music. It is basically a very lengthy poem (it took up five pages). Although he is referring to someone famous in the poem (Woody Guthrie), I feel like anyone who has lost someone special (whether through death, an argument, distance, etc.) can relate to Dylan's pain and frustration. 

Listening to this is not for those who are impatient, or are easily distracted. It is seven minutes long. But if you take some time and join Dylan on this ride, and see it through to the end, I doubt you'll be disappointed. His last few verses still give me chills.





Thursday, July 23, 2020

Weekly Checkup (#16)

A Collection of Some Things I Found, Some Thoughts I Had This Week

I am not in the mood to share anything worthwhile tonight. Depending on how tonight goes, I'll probably have to run an unpleasant errand tomorrow morning.

So, I'll leave a few sad and melancholy songs that people have shared with me at one time or another, that I have come to enjoy listening to whenever I am in this kind of mood.

Un bar aux Folies-Bergère by d'E. Manet

Thursday, July 16, 2020

My Weekly Checkup (#15)

A Collection of Some Things I Found, Some Thoughts I Had This Week

I have spent the better part of this past week on the internet reading people's opinions concerning the reopening of schools during this pandemic. My upcoming Monday blog post will explain why I am not ready to share my thoughts on this topic (and many others) at this time. However, since I  have managed to post weekly under this heading for several months now, I decided to share a little something. Hope you enjoy it!

The Unicorn Rests in the Garden

Thursday, July 9, 2020

My Weekly Checkup (#14)

A Collection of Some Things I Found, Some Thoughts I Had This Week

I hate rabbits, but I do love going down rabbit holes (metaphorically speaking). And that is why I love the internet:  it is mostly a series of interconnected warrens teeming with interesting information and stories. So, I have decided to layout for you one such Google search.

Also,  I needed to do something light this week (next week I plan on sharing a darker, more serious post, but it requires some research). 

Rosa la Rouge by Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec
Read on to find out why I 
chose this painting.

Thursday, July 2, 2020

My Weekly Checkup (#13)

A Collection of Some Things I Found, Some Thoughts I Had This Week

This will be a quick post, mostly because I had a long day, and a busy week; therefore, I did not spend a lot of time searching out, or thinking about things worth sharing. But, for the past two weeks, I have found myself thinking back on an image my brother posted from an art book he found. An image that has provided continual amusement for me.

So here goes.

Self Portrait by Aubrey Beardsley

(This is not the image. This is a self portrait of the image's illustrator, Aubrey Beardsley.)